Well, that was just what I needed…

Have you ever had such an unbelievable connection with someone? Like, one of those undeniable sort of cataclysmic chemistry sort of things?

I was talking with someone — I forget who it was — about how I pretty much always have awesome sex… And how I don’t think it’s a coincidence, I just think I’m really good at it. Ha! I am, my friends, the common denominator of the rock and roll sex that follows me around.

So, I got home this afternoon from the Hot Single Dad’s house. It was just as comfortable, just as cozy, just as simple and uncomplicated as it was before. But, it wasn’t at hot as it was before.

It was hotter. I’m shocked that I can even type that sentence because it was kind of unbelievable.

I won’t go into the nitty gritty, but suffice it today, I am high on life. Orgasms. Woah.

He made a few comments that led me to think that he wanted to date me… Made several about how much he had missed me — both with and without clothes on. I don’t know, it was kind of wonderful.

He showed me a text message that he still had saved in his phone from me that I sent him back in April. Woah.

I am not going to pursue things with him though. He knows how I feel about him. Our chemistry is totally undeniable. We get along great, have had similar life experiences. I think we understand each other quite a bit.

I ended it with him at the beginning of the summer because he wasn’t ready to be monogamous. He was fresh out of an eight year marriage that ended quite sourly. It’s been almost six months… Maybe he’s changed? Maybe he’s ready?

Who knows. Time will tell. If he is interested in pursuing things with me, I’m going to let him, but I’m not going to open myself to him like I did last time. He knows how I feel…

But good lord… He is still SO hot.

Le sigh.